Friday, September 5, 2008

Going , Going, Gone

I know I have been really bad and haven't posted all summer. There doesn't seem to be enough hours in the day anymore. (well and ok so blogging frustrates me because it seems every time I pound out a post, then when I am ready to post it, it disappears into cyber land to never be seen again.)

Anyway as the summer passed buy .............. so did I. By this I mean........ yes I started a diet. I use this term very loosely because I don't look at it as I can't have this and this and am doing with out all the things I love to eat. No, no. I woke up one day and everything seemed to click in place and I decided to change the one last thing in my life I had lost control of. And that was my eating. It's been a long journey and I have a long way to go but I keep trucking on and I am not looking back.

I am so happy that I have been successful so far. I know I will see the end and once I get there, I also know I will not lapse back. I guess it's because I want it THAT BADLY. I am working my ass off (literally) to get there.

It's not all changing my eating to do it. Oh no it's workout after workout. And let me add here I positively HATE HATE HATE to work out. But I do it. All the time.

So the moment your waiting for haha a horrible horrible before picture and a half way there after picture.......... I am feeling ill at the thought of putting these pictures out there but I told myself that it will for sure make me accountable to put it up.

Excuse me while I go Barf. Or die of embarrassment