Anyway as the summer passed buy .............. so did I. By this I mean........ yes I started a diet. I use this term very loosely because I don't look at it as I can't have this and this and am doing with out all the things I love to eat. No, no. I woke up one day and everything seemed to click in place and I decided to change the one last thing in my life I had lost control of. And that was my eating. It's been a long journey and I have a long way to go but I keep trucking on and I am not looking back.
I am so happy that I have been successful so far. I know I will see the end and once I get there, I also know I will not lapse back. I guess it's because I want it THAT BADLY. I am working my ass off (literally) to get there.
It's not all changing my eating to do it. Oh no it's workout after workout. And let me add here I positively HATE HATE HATE to work out. But I do it. All the time.
So the moment your waiting for haha a horrible horrible before picture and a half way there after picture.......... I am feeling ill at the thought of putting these pictures out there but I told myself that it will for sure make me accountable to put it up.
Excuse me while I go Barf. Or die of embarrassment
